I'm not dead!

I know an apology for my absence wouldn't be just enough, but life sucks sometimes. I'm planing on coming back soon, I know I've said this before and not just once. I can only say that I've been away because I haven't been myself these past months. I will not pity myself and say it was because something happened to my life or blah blah blah... I have no excuse and the main problem is not that something or something did not happen, is simply how I've taken it. I've been quite depressed, unmotivated and with a very low self steam and that's why I didn't have the energy to draw or keep this page online.

So my idea here is to let you know about me and start coming back slowly. 3 days ago I had 10,949 messages, now I have 8,449 and I'm still going. My idea is to get my inbox to 0 or 0 to 100 and then start anew hahaha I've been working on a project but I never get to finish it. I've forgotten how to have fun drawing and not stress out and hate my drawings. That's why I'm taking so long on finishing it (I have this HUGE art-block that strikes me down from time to time and I take some time to get up). But be patient, art is coming!

But, this is not a sad journal, this is a journal that I want to make to get in contact with you guys once again! So tell me, do you want me to come back? Have you missed me? Do you miss my art?

No matter what the answers are, I just want you to know guys that I love you and that thanks to you I am still here and I've gotten this far, so THANK YOU! In fact that is the main reason why I'm trying to come back, because I know you guys have cared more about me and my art than I've done lately. It can't be that way!

P.S. : I'll take my time on answering to comments, just so you know

Love you guys